Things Fall Apart -- Ch. 4

"Even Okonkwo himself became very fond of the boy--inwardly of course." In chapter 4 of Things Fall Apart, Achebe uses the word "inwardly" several times to describe Okonkwo's emotions. The effect of this is a convoluted mixture of feelings. While we may still believe that Okonkwo is a cold, harsh man, the word "inwardly" forces us to take a second look at his character. “Inwardly" serves to expose another side of Okonkwo. The inward Okonkwo is repentant, understanding, and even kind. What other emotions might Okonkwo be feeling inwardly that he is unable to show due to his preconceived notions of the definition of weakness? Is Okonkwo truly satisfied with his life or is his pride in his hard earned success simply a mask that once removed would reveal a desire for the ability to openly express emotion?